it`s wonderful :)

the first thing i want to say is....i'm lucky to have him.

28 OCTOBER.
the date he share with her father.
he's going to turn 19 on that special day.(yeay! dah tue) haha :p

Ikmal Arif b. Azami.
1st time i met him,i didn't know he was my senior,and on that day jugak,
i never think he would be my special ones.
we have so much in common.
yep,in many things..i don't know how to describe it (better keep it to myself)
ok,cant tell u guys further la..hehe :p

p/s : skrg nie die tgh sibuk shopping ngn ibu die, ntah ape la die mintak tuh. LV bag kot? (jgn mare ek by) :p

4 a.m?xreti nak tdo ker?(kate2 yg slalu diungkapkn oleh ibu ku,hehe) miss my home.jeles org tu dpt balek..lame plak tuh.xleh jadik! :p
yesterday,i just came back from pulau,stay with my sis lyana for two days.it's not enuff u know :(
it's too soon to go back here and stay at this ' jail hostel'.

jap2,nape la tibe2 rajin nak blog eh? pelik2,haha.biorla..unpredictable la diri ini.

on friday,after public speaking class. i call my sis to pick up early sket coz my by mintak tlg anta kt airport since ptg tu die ade taklimat dkt kampus.and then,had dinner at MCD with by and sis.
after that,we went to sis's apartment.

1st time entered apartmen COSTAVILLA sis lyana,besh gle! ade swimming pool! tu 1st bende yg dcari,
ntahpapela.
perngai mcm bdak2,padehal dh 20 thn,hahaha :D


sabtu
1st trip - went to HARDROCK HOTEL AT BATU FERINGGI.classic-look building from the outside.
sempat snap pics with FERRARI & LAMBORGHINI cars!the pics`s not with me now,dkt sis.forgot to bluetut.
2nd trip -went to TAMAN NEGARA, KEBUN BUNGA.i love nature beauty.
3rd trip - went to QUEENSBAY MALL.i prefer sunway pyramid gak,hehe.
4rd trip - NIGHT MARKET.

ahad
1st trip - tried to find PULAU JEREJAK.and then we finally arrived at the jetty only,xnaek boat coz mahal!
2nd trip-GURNEY PLAZA.buy one orange blouse!
3rd - had dinner at famous soup restaurant somewhere in Georgetown kot.

now,im going to sleep! sure im going to wake up late this morning -_-'

yeay!
my 1st post for this month ! :D
since almost one month i didnt even open and diligently myself to read and update my blog.huhu(terokkan? *actually,im not really into blog,but i love reading other ppl blogs*) :p
waa..having finals for 2nd sem*sigh*i dont know how my result will look like this sem.
my carry marks? there's some subjects are okay and some doesnt.(ok tu okay,tp xpuas hati lar)
one more dean list? argh,hate thinking of it.i really2 want it,but i dont have the enthusiasm like i have in 1st sem.
xpela,do my VERY2 BEST !!
kalo xdptpn xpe,asalkn usaha..so,xdela regret after i get the result rite?

- Allah will help a person who have an effort to achieve goals -

I lost a special friend today the kind you can't replace,
and looking at his empty cage....
I still can see his face.

I remember how he'd running ups n down the cage,
to greet me back from work with dat loud squeaking he made,
And how he jump around the cage just to catch my attention,
When he heard me call his name.... "bugsy, im home!"

With your ample round bellies, and your tiny short legs
you can still run at great speeds,
embarking on little adventures,

with your dark eyes looking like beads..
believing food is approaching,
you answer by wheek, wheek, wheeking.
tummies never satisfied or full,
just hearing the fridge door open
My ears at times need cotton wool huhuuu...

i remember the first time i lay my eyes on u,
u with ur cute lil outfit wrapping up ur cute furry body
didnt have enuff money to bring u home and i thought of coming back for u at d end o the mnth.

i did come back, seeing u all alone in that big cage with no frens to play with,
i take u home, hoping that we could be best friend..
and we did =)

Guess we was not meant to be long together,
Waking up in the morning seeing you lying there stiff!
i couldnt bear the tears coming down my eyes,
you leave me without any sign,
im glad we had our FUN last nite...
made me company while doing my work,

u squeaking hard like never before,
thought u might want to sleep on my lap.

taking u into my arms, u seems comfy and stop saying anything.
i can feel his warmth, cuddling thru my shirt..
wheeking~ wheeking~ wheek~ wheeking~~

oh im gonna miss those sounds early in the morning, i stay strong knowing u are safely care up in the Heaven..
may the angels look over my Lil' Angel there and that,
i LOVE him very much..

i am soo much cherish our whole month together.
never had known dat i could lost another love like this..

its raining outside.. the sky is crying too~~

Rest In Peace my Lil' Angel.. love u much!!

written by Mslyana.

my younger brother,ayip.
saved this from her Facebook to let me know.
how much is Bugsy really meant to her.

i'am touched by her words.
speechless,really speechless.
and yes,i couldn't stop my tears runnning down through my face.

eventhough i dont get a chance to hold him,play with him...seeing his cute little face in front of my own eyes..
and now,i'am staring at his cage..empty cage...
i still couldn't stop crying..
i really don't know why...

Bugsy..
if i could turn back time,
i really want to hold u..hear u make that cute lil sound that i only got to heard from videos made by my sister.
pls..don't go..bugsy


:'(

i woke up late this morning,7.30 a.m!!!
and you know what?
i'm having a class at perda (outside class from campus) at 8 a.m with chef dayat!
the first thing in my mind,i'm not going to make it since the last bus is at 7.45 a.m.
i imagine how he's going to slammed that door everytime the clock is near at 8 a.m.
i totally freak out. so, i grab my towel, toiletries and anything i can bring with me to the toilet.

suddenly, Reena got a sms fom Alia.

"weh,kelas cancel ar..food science dan marketing"

aiya.

Oh. bugsy..forgot already. hehehe.





fira : ayong,bile beli menatang comei neh??cute gler..rase nak picit2 je,naseb baek jauh,huhu

ana : ala...baru je beli semlm,membe belikan dkat sunway semlm.

fira : how much?

ana : 60 engget jek.

fira : mahalnye! geramla yong kt menatang yg bername bugsy tuh,hehe

ana : ala, balek nanti ko pegangla die sampai lebam.

fira : hahaha,ok2 =p




In our own words, 'lebam' means puas.hehehe.































I don't really know what kind of breed this guinea pig belongs to. my sister had told me before, but i didn't know how to spell it.

if u have seen Dr.doolittle and Bedtime stories movies, they look alike. i think.





Cute right?? from the moment i dont have mood to learn ctu..looking back at his pictures in my handphone,it makes me smile for a while and change my mood a bit. =)




Thankz BUGSY!n him also. =p