it`s wonderful :)

I lost a special friend today the kind you can't replace,
and looking at his empty cage....
I still can see his face.

I remember how he'd running ups n down the cage,
to greet me back from work with dat loud squeaking he made,
And how he jump around the cage just to catch my attention,
When he heard me call his name.... "bugsy, im home!"

With your ample round bellies, and your tiny short legs
you can still run at great speeds,
embarking on little adventures,

with your dark eyes looking like beads..
believing food is approaching,
you answer by wheek, wheek, wheeking.
tummies never satisfied or full,
just hearing the fridge door open
My ears at times need cotton wool huhuuu...

i remember the first time i lay my eyes on u,
u with ur cute lil outfit wrapping up ur cute furry body
didnt have enuff money to bring u home and i thought of coming back for u at d end o the mnth.

i did come back, seeing u all alone in that big cage with no frens to play with,
i take u home, hoping that we could be best friend..
and we did =)

Guess we was not meant to be long together,
Waking up in the morning seeing you lying there stiff!
i couldnt bear the tears coming down my eyes,
you leave me without any sign,
im glad we had our FUN last nite...
made me company while doing my work,

u squeaking hard like never before,
thought u might want to sleep on my lap.

taking u into my arms, u seems comfy and stop saying anything.
i can feel his warmth, cuddling thru my shirt..
wheeking~ wheeking~ wheek~ wheeking~~

oh im gonna miss those sounds early in the morning, i stay strong knowing u are safely care up in the Heaven..
may the angels look over my Lil' Angel there and that,
i LOVE him very much..

i am soo much cherish our whole month together.
never had known dat i could lost another love like this..

its raining outside.. the sky is crying too~~

Rest In Peace my Lil' Angel.. love u much!!

written by Mslyana.

my younger brother,ayip.
saved this from her Facebook to let me know.
how much is Bugsy really meant to her.

i'am touched by her words.
speechless,really speechless.
and yes,i couldn't stop my tears runnning down through my face.

eventhough i dont get a chance to hold him,play with him...seeing his cute little face in front of my own eyes..
and now,i'am staring at his cage..empty cage...
i still couldn't stop crying..
i really don't know why...

Bugsy..
if i could turn back time,
i really want to hold u..hear u make that cute lil sound that i only got to heard from videos made by my sister.
pls..don't go..bugsy


:'(