it`s wonderful :)

I lost a special friend today the kind you can't replace,
and looking at his empty cage....
I still can see his face.

I remember how he'd running ups n down the cage,
to greet me back from work with dat loud squeaking he made,
And how he jump around the cage just to catch my attention,
When he heard me call his name.... "bugsy, im home!"

With your ample round bellies, and your tiny short legs
you can still run at great speeds,
embarking on little adventures,

with your dark eyes looking like beads..
believing food is approaching,
you answer by wheek, wheek, wheeking.
tummies never satisfied or full,
just hearing the fridge door open
My ears at times need cotton wool huhuuu...

i remember the first time i lay my eyes on u,
u with ur cute lil outfit wrapping up ur cute furry body
didnt have enuff money to bring u home and i thought of coming back for u at d end o the mnth.

i did come back, seeing u all alone in that big cage with no frens to play with,
i take u home, hoping that we could be best friend..
and we did =)

Guess we was not meant to be long together,
Waking up in the morning seeing you lying there stiff!
i couldnt bear the tears coming down my eyes,
you leave me without any sign,
im glad we had our FUN last nite...
made me company while doing my work,

u squeaking hard like never before,
thought u might want to sleep on my lap.

taking u into my arms, u seems comfy and stop saying anything.
i can feel his warmth, cuddling thru my shirt..
wheeking~ wheeking~ wheek~ wheeking~~

oh im gonna miss those sounds early in the morning, i stay strong knowing u are safely care up in the Heaven..
may the angels look over my Lil' Angel there and that,
i LOVE him very much..

i am soo much cherish our whole month together.
never had known dat i could lost another love like this..

its raining outside.. the sky is crying too~~

Rest In Peace my Lil' Angel.. love u much!!

written by Mslyana.

my younger brother,ayip.
saved this from her Facebook to let me know.
how much is Bugsy really meant to her.

i'am touched by her words.
speechless,really speechless.
and yes,i couldn't stop my tears runnning down through my face.

eventhough i dont get a chance to hold him,play with him...seeing his cute little face in front of my own eyes..
and now,i'am staring at his cage..empty cage...
i still couldn't stop crying..
i really don't know why...

Bugsy..
if i could turn back time,
i really want to hold u..hear u make that cute lil sound that i only got to heard from videos made by my sister.
pls..don't go..bugsy


:'(

i woke up late this morning,7.30 a.m!!!
and you know what?
i'm having a class at perda (outside class from campus) at 8 a.m with chef dayat!
the first thing in my mind,i'm not going to make it since the last bus is at 7.45 a.m.
i imagine how he's going to slammed that door everytime the clock is near at 8 a.m.
i totally freak out. so, i grab my towel, toiletries and anything i can bring with me to the toilet.

suddenly, Reena got a sms fom Alia.

"weh,kelas cancel ar..food science dan marketing"

aiya.

Oh. bugsy..forgot already. hehehe.





fira : ayong,bile beli menatang comei neh??cute gler..rase nak picit2 je,naseb baek jauh,huhu

ana : ala...baru je beli semlm,membe belikan dkat sunway semlm.

fira : how much?

ana : 60 engget jek.

fira : mahalnye! geramla yong kt menatang yg bername bugsy tuh,hehe

ana : ala, balek nanti ko pegangla die sampai lebam.

fira : hahaha,ok2 =p




In our own words, 'lebam' means puas.hehehe.































I don't really know what kind of breed this guinea pig belongs to. my sister had told me before, but i didn't know how to spell it.

if u have seen Dr.doolittle and Bedtime stories movies, they look alike. i think.





Cute right?? from the moment i dont have mood to learn ctu..looking back at his pictures in my handphone,it makes me smile for a while and change my mood a bit. =)




Thankz BUGSY!n him also. =p

i made some..for my family.

ok,mom! i'll do it!


40 minutes.....30 minutes.....20 minutes...10 minutes....5 minutes...3,2,1 *tiiiiitt*
voila! giant cream puff is ready to be eat! =p






how it becomes so big? ok, i will tell u guys.

after i've just finished working with the dough (we called it choux paste) and the filling (pastry cream).

i asked my mom.bu,"where do u put that pastry bag? "she told me,"i had throw it away".*aiya*

"i thought bu keep it in the box,i saw it before".

"mmgla,but dh kotor sgt,buang jela".

mm..never mind.there will be other alternatives.

so...i decided to use the plastic bag as a replacement.

at the beginning,it's flow smoothly.. and then the plastic pastry bag started to tear apart.

aiishhh...and then,my mom suggested me to use the semperit maker instead of using that stupid plastic pastry bag.*heh* (time tgh bengang)


it`s works!!

but the size of the cream puff is bigger than i ever expected.

never mind, asalkn bole makan..besar pau pn ade.

hoho.

for the filling,we replaced the custard powder with durian paste.(panda mesti xmkn,ade durian.huhu)

want to try the recipe? i`ll update it later ok.promise.

what???

until 2nd august??

that`s too long..

my mind is wondering for a while..arghh

lol.i didn`t mind if they wanted to give us 5 more days to break but dont drag the sem break to the front,i need those holidays!!

but not now! sabar2..

at jj,in the evening after they announced there would be holidays!

-fara rara,nana n me-

+lamenye dh xupdate bende neh.

+yeah,i`m back to penang!continue my unpredictable journey for this 2nd sem!

+but at this moment i`m not in penang,i juz got back home yesterday by train,such a long journey n exhausted! (i prefer bus).

+fyi,i dont know why i have to go back home.maybe it`s too early for the couple of weeks in campus..yela,baru je nak find my mood n semangat nak stadi.

+nape cuti??? ape lg if is not because of H1N1.which is the number of ppl keep increasing from day to day starting on monday.

+sampai my room is become the quarantine place for those ppl that suspected from swine flu.

+i heard there are 10 ppl positively H1N1,but im not really sure whether the news is true or they just wanted to make the story looks interesting.

+Ahad,one day after my kazen`s wedding.my sis lyana ajak pg air terjun kt Hulu Langat.her cekgu (taught her when she was a komander Kembara at UITM,Shah Alam.) yg ajak actually.
+cekgu tu sebenarnye nak berdating ngn my sis,huhu..tp my sis saje ajak kitorg,=p sori ayong!terlepas taip lak,hahaha.
+pggl je cekgu,macam dah tue kan?baru 28 tahun.tue sketla,huhu..but still available tu.
dah2,xnak cite lebih2..abes nanti kalo sis lyana bace.

n there`s da pictures of us at Lepoh waterfall! =)

yea!!sampai gak akhirnye!dan si lisa yg suke bwat muke tenok!haha,naseb baek ko xde blog =p

ske pic nie,effect air tu sgt sharp.mase nie xtaw tgh bwat ape.xpasan lgsung die tgkp gamba.

weeeeee~

nie ler cekgu nye,hehe.

ape2n,mmg besh air terjun kt cnie.
da water temperature maybe - degree celsius mcm dok dlm peti ais je.
overall,we`re really enjoy it!