i am sick and tired seeing some of my friends are madly truly in love with their partners.
what about me?
as he ever think about my feelings?
maybe i just to have to...let it go.
please Allah s.w.t,give me your NUR.
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Sick & Tired
Running Away from LOVE.
I feel like...running away from love for a while
maybe...2 or 3 years from now.
from day to day, i get sick of it.
waiting for someone to understand me a lot
waiting for him to change to a better man
to a man that i wished for
how long could it be?
should i wait
or
leave
& never turn back.
that is my promises for this last relationship.
Mermaid.
Mermaid.Yep,tadi semasa on my way pergi kerja,singgah Guardian sebab facial face cleanser sudah habis.
hari itu try guna Neutrogena,mahal sedikit lah and then ingat nak try Simple pulak sebab description tertera di produk tersebut mengatakan produk nih 100% fragrance-free. i loike! :p
okay- okay berbalik kepada main story tadi.hehe.
tengah syok - syok usha barang,terdengar satu lagu nih,starting lagu dah boleh agak.lagu MERMAID! lagu favourite semasa kecil dulu rupanya.
zuppp! terus miming slow - slow lagu tu,hihi *segan nak nyanyi kuat-kuat sebab suara tak sesedap mana* :p
tajuk lagu nih Part Of The World - Mermaid.
lagu daripada Disney production.memang masa zaman kanak-kanak dulu ayah suka beli video tape *dulu pakai video tape yang gedabak tuh,ingat lagi.sekarang dah buang kot*
Hampir semua kartun - kartun terbitan Disney nih memang dah khatam tengok.tak percaya?meh fira senaraikan.
cerita Aladdin,Hercules,Sleeping beauty,Snow White,Pocahontas, Beauty & the Beast and bla bla bla.banyaklah jugak.
Tapi! cerita Mermaid yang paling fira suka.ntah tak tau apa pasal.hehe
Dulu kalau dengar lagu nih,suka sebab irama lagu nih la best.
tapi bila dah besar,dengar balik lagu nih,baru faham.hahaha :D
meh nak cerita sikit,lagu nih is all about freedom that this little mermaid wanted to achieve.
freedom to explore new environment,new things she haven't seen yet.like me.
living with the family,although you are 20's,for some parents you are still need to be controlled from being too expose outside there.
i knew,there are many reasons why they keep practicing this customs.
for some teenager,they rebel.but me,tipulah tak pernah memberontak.haha
yelah,minta praktikal dekat KL,dekat dengan PAVILION pulak tuh.
tinggal dekat SHAH ALAM,ulang-alik naik train tau.bahaya wooo kalau balik malam.
my mom did not agree i chose KL instead of in SHAH ALAM or PETALING JAYA.
Sebenarnya,banyak alasan kenapa fira pilih KL
jawapannya dah terjawab sebenarnya dekat atas,hehe.*kalau korang perasanlah* heh. :p
oklah,tidoooooo.zzzzZZzZZz.
p/s:dah lama tak update blog,ntah mimpi apa nak update.kalo ikutkan hati,sebenarnya dah cancel blog nih,tapi aktif balik.huhu. :3
unstable emotions
2 minggu dah kat penang.
ASSignment pn bertimbun2.
dgn kitchen class,serving class, night class.urgh!
kadang2 bz sampai tak sempat nak mingle dgn membe,sorry guys.
untuk sem nie,duduk luar..x bole nak manage time.
tomorrow will determine whether i`ll stay at the rent house for the whole sem
ASSignment pn bertimbun2.
dgn kitchen class,serving class, night class.urgh!
kadang2 bz sampai tak sempat nak mingle dgn membe,sorry guys.
untuk sem nie,duduk luar..x bole nak manage time.
tomorrow will determine whether i`ll stay at the rent house for the whole sem
or
dapat kolej!menggemokkn badan lagi.yeay! *gile*
actually,
mmm,one thing.
i'm lonely.
perhaps i need to get a pet or something that i can share with.
i know, i have my dearly friends.
but not all things i can share with them easily.
okey,need to refresh my brain, got account quiz this week.
wish me luck for the quiz n hostel result.
nite.
actually,
mmm,one thing.
i'm lonely.
perhaps i need to get a pet or something that i can share with.
i know, i have my dearly friends.
but not all things i can share with them easily.
okey,need to refresh my brain, got account quiz this week.
wish me luck for the quiz n hostel result.
nite.
Bosan.
Bosan?
kenape wujud perkataan bosan?
apa erti disebalik bosan?
waaa..!!!!!
nak balik...duduk di kolej Baiduri yg serba indah(indah la sgt) nie membuatkn diriku terase duduk di gua.
yes! lagi 3 paper!
cepatla abes.
dah bosan asyik mengadap buku je pagi,petang,mlm dan tengah malam.
boleh jadi gile macam ni.
kenape wujud perkataan bosan?
apa erti disebalik bosan?
waaa..!!!!!
nak balik...duduk di kolej Baiduri yg serba indah(indah la sgt) nie membuatkn diriku terase duduk di gua.
yes! lagi 3 paper!
cepatla abes.
dah bosan asyik mengadap buku je pagi,petang,mlm dan tengah malam.
boleh jadi gile macam ni.
dahla hari sabtu,
nak meng 'enjoy-kan' diri
tp sume mem BZ - kan diri. :(
ape la nasib diri.
(sedih gle ayat,hahaha.)
fira! study2!
4 a.m
4 a.m?xreti nak tdo ker?(kate2 yg slalu diungkapkn oleh ibu ku,hehe) miss my home.jeles org tu dpt balek..lame plak tuh.xleh jadik! :p
yesterday,i just came back from pulau,stay with my sis lyana for two days.it's not enuff u know :(
it's too soon to go back here and stay at this ' jail hostel'.
jap2,nape la tibe2 rajin nak blog eh? pelik2,haha.biorla..unpredictable la diri ini.
on friday,after public speaking class. i call my sis to pick up early sket coz my by mintak tlg anta kt airport since ptg tu die ade taklimat dkt kampus.and then,had dinner at MCD with by and sis.
after that,we went to sis's apartment.
1st time entered apartmen COSTAVILLA sis lyana,besh gle! ade swimming pool! tu 1st bende yg dcari,
ntahpapela.
perngai mcm bdak2,padehal dh 20 thn,hahaha :D
sabtu
1st trip - went to HARDROCK HOTEL AT BATU FERINGGI.classic-look building from the outside.
sempat snap pics with FERRARI & LAMBORGHINI cars!the pics`s not with me now,dkt sis.forgot to bluetut.
2nd trip -went to TAMAN NEGARA, KEBUN BUNGA.i love nature beauty.
3rd trip - went to QUEENSBAY MALL.i prefer sunway pyramid gak,hehe.
4rd trip - NIGHT MARKET.
ahad
1st trip - tried to find PULAU JEREJAK.and then we finally arrived at the jetty only,xnaek boat coz mahal!
2nd trip-GURNEY PLAZA.buy one orange blouse!
3rd - had dinner at famous soup restaurant somewhere in Georgetown kot.
now,im going to sleep! sure im going to wake up late this morning -_-'
-_-'
+lamenye dh xupdate bende neh.
+yeah,i`m back to penang!continue my unpredictable journey for this 2nd sem!
+but at this moment i`m not in penang,i juz got back home yesterday by train,such a long journey n exhausted! (i prefer bus).
+fyi,i dont know why i have to go back home.maybe it`s too early for the couple of weeks in campus..yela,baru je nak find my mood n semangat nak stadi.
+nape cuti??? ape lg if is not because of H1N1.which is the number of ppl keep increasing from day to day starting on monday.
+sampai my room is become the quarantine place for those ppl that suspected from swine flu.
+i heard there are 10 ppl positively H1N1,but im not really sure whether the news is true or they just wanted to make the story looks interesting.
7 /6 ?
- yep,that`s da day i was born 20 years ago..at Pusat Rawatan Islam,Jalan ipoh.
- Nur Zafira Bt Abdullah...written on my birth certificate,and da name which had been given from my parents to me.
- they said,my name has its own meaning...but till now,i dont know what it is.hehe
- i share da same month wit my mom(17/6) juz 10 days frm my besday n also..RAIN(25/6).(tawx sape rain,ala...iklan SHAMPOO CLEAR,next post la ek,i`ll tell u guys about him)
- pe lg ek..
- actually,if u pronounce the 7 6 in malay rapidly,it`s sounds like "terjunam" hehe =p
- today,thank god..my siblings are dont seem to have their master plan for my besday to "buli' me.(takot gak coz xpsl2 kene tepung n telur lg thn lps ngan dorg,haha..fuh,selamat2)
i took this from my kazen`s blog at her mespes,it has some characters that i have in me ,but not all actually..
JUNE
+ Amat pandai menjaga hati pasangan sekiranya dia perempuan (mayb yes)
+ Sukar melukai & memahami hati pasangan (maybe yes)
+ Mudah jatuh cinta tapi terlalu memilih (mayb yes)
+ Cerewet dalam perhubungan (mayb yes or no)
+ Selalu beremosi(mayb yes)
+ Mudah merajuk & mudah dipujuk (mayb yes)
+ Selalu melindungi pasangan dari kritikan / umpatan orang (mayb yes)
+ Elok untuk menjadi ibu yang baik (mayb yes)
+ Dahagakan pujian daripada pasangan (mayb yes)
+ Sukar melukai & memahami hati pasangan (maybe yes)
+ Mudah jatuh cinta tapi terlalu memilih (mayb yes)
+ Cerewet dalam perhubungan (mayb yes or no)
+ Selalu beremosi(mayb yes)
+ Mudah merajuk & mudah dipujuk (mayb yes)
+ Selalu melindungi pasangan dari kritikan / umpatan orang (mayb yes)
+ Elok untuk menjadi ibu yang baik (mayb yes)
+ Dahagakan pujian daripada pasangan (mayb yes)
hehe,suke gak bace bende neh.
chubby!
these 2 months semester break is killing me!
i tend to eat a lot every single day!
arghh~
can`t resist by the savour of cakes,donuts,and cupcakes!
i eat them without thinkin of my weight,but for the past few weeks..i went out with my sis and put the jeans on me,it gets realli tight!my thigh is getting bigger!
from there i realized that..i'm gettin fat!
for da 2nd sem,i don't want my frens to unregconize me,so..fira..wat`s my 1st step now?
it's too late for regretting it,all i need to do now..
EXERCISE!
CONTROL MY FOOD CONDSUMPTION!
SELF-MOTIVATED!
cassie~ nak ade body cam die!!!
tagged~
5 things in my bag
1) my purse
2) my hp,of course!
3) compact powder
4) perfume
5) lip balm
5 things in my purse
1) my picture,hehe
2) IC
3) L licence, P dont hav yet
4) lots of money!!(poyo jek) =p
5) ATM cards
5 favourite things in my bedroom
1) my 'bantal busuk' can't sleep without it,haha
2) handbags
3) hand lotion
4) perfume
5) Mr.Frogie!(dh ke mane ntah mentg tu,bwh katil kot,hahaha)
5 things i'm doing now
1) 0n9
2) blogging
3) messaging with mr.panda(tdo lg kot,=p)
4) updating myspace
5) listening music
5 people i would like to tag
1) P
2) E
3) O
4) P
5) LE(hehe,br bwat..sapela fira nak tag)
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